GUYS STOP EVERYTHING THERE IS A BABY DOLPHIN RIGHT HERE
I HAVE STOPPED.
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *wheeze* EEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *gasp* EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
I can’t help myself when baby animals are involved.
dYING OF CUTENESS OVERLOAD AKSDJHJKSL uwu <3
always!
*Originally posted by approachingthehorizon (deactivated)
- Not being able to go out to dinner with friends.
- Not being able to go out to parties with friends.
- Not having friends.
- Having panic attacks.
- Having panic attacks at the grocery store.
- Having panic attacks at the kitchen table.
- Having to go to 3 or 4 grocery stores because you can’t find “your brand.”
- Having “a brand.”
- Planning when and where you’re going to eat.
- When those plans don’t work out.
- Making all your plans around those plans.
- Automatically counting the calories in everything you eat.
- Automatically counting the calories in everything everyone else eats.
- Not being able to eat your favorite food.
- Realizing a piece of fruit has more control over your life than you do.
- Spending hours on food websites.
- Being stared at because you can’t make up your mind at the store.
- Not caring that you’re being stared at because you can’t make up your mind at the store.
- Being laughed at by waiters.
- Being laughed at by sales associates.
- Breaking promises with everyone, including yourself.
- Lying to everyone, especially yourself.
- Going to appointment after appointment after appointment…
- Giving up your summer to be in treatment.
- Giving up school to be in treatment.
- Giving up your life to be in treatment.
- Being on 5+ prescriptions.
- Paying for 5+ prescriptions.
- Paying to see the doctor who prescribes you 5+ prescriptions.
- Arguing with your insurance company.
- Crying over everything.
- Crying over nothing.
- Having a loved one come into your room in tears because they think you’re having a heart attack.
- Having a heart attack.
- Osteoporosis.
- Infertility.
- Lanugo.
- …after appointment after appointment after appointment…
- Blood draws, EKGs, and DEXA scans.
- Not being able to look in the mirror.
- But having to look in every reflective surface you pass.
- Not knowing whether you’re going to wake up in the morning.
- Not knowing if you want to wake up in the morning.
- Feeling guilty.
- Feeling guilty for feeling guilty.
- Brittle nails.
- Making excuses.
- Being too anxious to sit through a movie.
- Being too weak to open a window.
- Being too tired to get out of bed.
- Hating yourself.
- Hurting yourself.
- Numbers.
- Having everyone know.
- Not having anyone know.
- Being too cold to go outside.
- Constantly arguing with yourself.
- Being worried about.
- Secretly being worried about yourself.
- Knowing you need help but not being able to ask for it.
- Living by arbitrary rules you impose on yourself.
- Not being able to hold down a job.
- Not being able to support yourself.
- Bruising.
- …after appointment after appointment after appointment…
- Meal plans.
- Losing your identity to the disorder.
- Being jealous.
- Muscle cramps.
- Heart palpitations.
- Losing your hair.
- Not being able to shop at your favorite stores.
- Lowering expectations.
- Losing your sanity.
- Having to explain yourself to everyone.
- Feeling like everyone is looking at you.
- Losing your dignity.
- Recovery relapse recovery relapse recovery relapse.
- Relapse.
- Losing your mind.
- Disappointing everyone, most importantly yourself.
- Answering the same questions over and over and over again.
- Being watched 24/7.
- Losing your freedom.
- Losing your life.
